for the past one year   many things had changed   my life, my behavior, my relationship,    always tried to be positive   and things went wrong badly   i just got tired of everything   what really meant most to me   aint important anymore   maybe i am different and this is my life   there are no sincere relationship   same thing goes to friendship   people just take you for granted,   treat you as a clown, making joke on your imperfection,   and they will never care your feeling either   so just learn and get used to it   how i wish to have one that understand me well   will not hesitate to lift me up anytime    and i knew these kind of people wont appear in my life       coincidence or not, maybe this is just the right timing   received a treatment plan from government hospital   a life changing process - Orthognathic surgery   its a surgery to correct the conditions of the jaw and face related to structure problems   or people used to call it 'Korean plastic surgery'   a 4 s...